A dream...

So like I had predicted everything went to shit when we got back. The atmosphere feels so heavy here I really hate it. I wish I could just run... My dad is cheating on my mom again which makes me feel even worse because they say girls always pick guys like their dads and it's sad that he doesn't think about all that shit when he fucks up. P hasn't txtd since he dropped me off and I had another embarrassing moment with his sister. Idk if she likes me or not.... I hope she does... I hope deep down he realizes that I am a good girl to have around. It would feel a lot better if I knew that he doesn't wanna commit because of my situation with D and not because he doesn't give a shit. One can only dream though.