Back to reality.

Back in the H, vacation is over I start a new job tomorrow and continue the one I have now. Try to keep busy and be successful. P did my laundry yesterday it was so cute that he offered! He threw jeans and shirts together but I guess it's the intention that counts. Lol. I wish I could've stayed over there forever... I love it and I plan to hopefully go back with him. :) I have to see how things go. Hopefully he doesn't go back into ass mode. As far as D goes eh... Haven't talked to him or my parents this whole time and I have to admit it feels pretty damn refreshing. Yesterday I almost had a break down because I cannot yet understand why D fucked up if all I ever did was try to be everything he ever wanted....